Despite what I do, I’m really missing being able to touch someone intimately at the moment.
While I’m working, virtually regardless of who comes through my door, I’m professional, attentive and sensitive. Seeing and hearing through my fingertips for the nuances of tension and how best to release it. But while I’m working, I’m in a whole different world : I can still connect to my clients, but there’s virtually never any form of attraction while they’re my client (apart from 3 notable exceptions over the years, who completely caught me off guard when they walked in).
I’m not talking about missing the touch of intimate areas, but being able to touch someone in an intimate way : from the gentlest caress, tracing the line of her neck and shoulders, my fingers combing gently through her hair before weaving them into a hold, arching her head back for a passionate kiss, the chance to admire her body and all its form, just observing her breathing, curling her down next to me, to feel her body pressed back against me as my arms are wrapped securely around her.
Of course, being on here, I also miss having her tied down, naked, exposed, and secured tightly to my spanking bench, a vibrating butt plug slid and secured into her rear, a gag muffling her expressions of pleasure, a digital fucking machine impaling her on a relentless command sequence. Keeping her there, on and over the edge, a gentle sheen of pleasure forming across her skin, while I progressively work my way around her body, replacing each of the plugs with my own, before re-stuffing her with the devices of before and keeping her there until… when?
I can accommodate, I am single, I’m not hiding an ulterior motive, but unfortunately I am only back in the UK for another 6 weeks before traveling to NZ for the next book in my life.
So you could be the focus of my desires, albeit temporarily, please do get in contact!